it's ve and ange's 18th birthday today.
i still can picture the bdae parties ve held at her place. the games we played, dancing to macarena blindfolded. hah!

met su and john for lunch. ((: great catchin up.
he bitches too. =
mel sent me an sms bout clubmomo on 22sept. my last paper's on 23sept )):
rarrrs.

now i've got a left sore eye. mr.k's both eyes are uber red and sore. righttt.
how am i gna go sch tmr man?! yikes.

gna finish my proj by tonight i can forget bout slping.
balls

i hate it when he reads my mind.
knwing wht exactly i was thinking.
sayin things tt's so damn right.
i was speechless
the silence n distance..
wasnt for long

somebody
shoot
me...

work was great. (: it's da pple u work with seriously.
benji's leaving... ta serve e country. HOHOHOS.
there were so many cute les and handsome gays customers today. goshhh!!!
hrd tt sean teo's comin back to heeren. then i'll get all e F-up..."u go and die" and the all e chinese shit from him. dread tt.

mr.k popped by at bout 1++, 2am [sunday] and he was dozing off while watchin e show.
or perhaps we're just nt tt kinda tt like chinese shows like initial d. i've gotta read the subs which is in chinese. HA! yes i can read chinese.

rarrrs. i sooo wanna club. i'll just do it in my room for e time being.
i wanna tan too.
balls!...4 more weeks. 4 more....

now my fav webs are 'w3schools' and my html lab site. -.-
I NEEDTA GET INTO THE STUDYING MODE!
so dont any of ya come askin me if i wanna club any of these days till exams.
resisting all temptations )):
friggin broke, another reason not t club or t go out.

the sheirelles- will you still love me tmr

i'm soooooooo tempted to club! shit it's sure addictive.
exam are coming... balls
skipped trng and met zubs for dinner and t chill.
headed to NYDC agn. urgggs.
for this whole week i'm at nydc for 6 days. 2 days off and i'm still back there. -.-
i swear she's sooo retarded. bah and i love her for tt. (:
talked, bitch bout lotsa stuff.
hrd sth from farhana which made me quite crossed.
*$^@*!#

i need to start my sem proj now...
i've yet to bathed, n i needta crap!
instead of 1pm work i'm doing opening. i've not done it for like 3 mths!?
urggs. well i'm meetin su aft work.
wooots. sth to look fwd to, whoooowheee

late for sch. dint go for first lesson.
was way tired...
hanged on till 5 (: waited for su...
tapped their cards at 6 and chaoz.
meetin mr.k in town
dined at ny.
felt so pressurized and stuff eatin there mans. ha!
rights... so when mr.k came everything was alrights.
sarah and fareez was grinng away or wht. hah.
mr.k has got the gay look huhs? =x nohhhhh!
went bukit timah to play pool..
i sucked at it la. kenna suan and craps. poooey
so he taught us how to aim and stuff.

i cld see how tired he was.
he still went e extra mile (:
now i feel guilty.
it was nice seeing them laughed n all.
i'm blessed

i'm darn tired now....bah. gna slp. proj undone. i'm screwed. yay i knw. this weekend, this weekend.

RARRR.
work and sch was nutsy. *frowns
freaking tired.
........on da phone......

just hang up with mr k
and i dont feel all so tired now. ((:

i've been meetin ex-crushes on e streets these days. OMG! derek, nicholas tang [twice, at yck and while working, he was in RL top] ha! and oh... kid at bugis, i 'siamed' was trashy tt dae.

i'm feelin so squashed. seriously.
4 days of work these week. hardly studied any stuff. 2 more week to exams. BALLS!
trng.. which i'm prolly skipping, opps. hvnt seen su ):
wld prolly spend thurs doing proj. fri, chill out with zubs aft her AGM. sat, work and i'm meetin su aft. HOHOHOS! work on sun. gawddd.

i'm addicted to black eyed peas, dont lie ((: nononono baby, nononono don't lie
----
i felt so hurt and stressed out.
the words that i was reading.
why wld she think tt way?
i thought she knew her place in my heart.
she's my dearest babeh.
someone whom no one cld ever ever replace
stuff and promises were made.
i still do rmbr them
yes i do.
ure not gna lose me to him.
u wont lose me t anyone unless u want to.
i heart YOU

-u knw who ure ;)

People say that love's a game
A game you just can't win.
If there's a way
I'll find it some day
And then this fool will rush in.

da swimming trng
----

i actually woke up at 6++am on a sunday morning for teckghee's super sunday. roarrs.
everything was good...my stall was a silly game. wishing well and still lotsa pple wanna play.
it aint tt easy aftall to throw coins into a tub of water...aiming into 3 bowls in e water.
slacked, coussie msged me to go bugis. dragged till only aft photo taking. HAH (:

i was so very late. met em at shake hut and went ova to citychain. got my green adidas watch at $76. wooots coussie got the black. nice nice nice!
mom and coussie wanted to go town. and i was in 'supersunday' shirt and a shorts.
kinda reluctant to actually, was thinkin how if i meet someone in town!?
coussie got bro's bdae pressie from quiksilver. and went to adidas at pac plaza. happily when i came out saw the db seniors, jo, jazz, mel and...who? yes! see i really did meet pple. i was dressed so yucky. ha! but it was great to see em mans. ((:

far-easted, searchin for sth that mr.k want. cant find tt shop.
so we ate at cystal jade la mien xiao long bao at scotts and saw e db seniors.
and jo said i was following em. hahas.. ohhh yes i am!
blah blah blah loads of stuff brought up during dinner.
mom indirectly pointing out stuff to me, our whole family past, fucking uncle that made mom pissed....blahs
it's been long that i've actually had dinner wit my mama. guilty shits

need to work and save money for KL trip. wheee.
thinking of changin job. $5/hr's ....erhhs. gna ask liquidkitchen at thomson.

my eyes are shutting man.
out peeps

so i've settled down right now. got some pics up for the day.
missing the swim pics with zubs cos i cant seem to infra it. darnit!

so it was sch and all on fri.
followed by swimming, everyone was draggy...i was gettin so impatient.
the warm up was insane enough. 2x200m. it used to be 4 laps ehs.
swam thru it all (: you just feel so weak aft not trng for tt long in water. seeing everyone's 'flying' just aint so gd aftall. well swimming's so individual tt i understand. it's unlike team sport like db. i wldnt say i dont miss it. in actual fact i do. was tryin to keep zubs going and all, cos i knw she can. dinner at macs. swimmers came aft, dinie was there. ha! phat nite that was he went. happening dude.

bused home.. fuckin long waiting time. draggged agn. and su was ready to come over to my place. i dont knw wht to wear and craps. changed and got out...BLACKS ((:
was with yixiang and co. saw mel, sam, nic. hongwei, XL and his friend came too and also jianyun [nyp ex capt]
it wasnt THAT very gd aftall. aft bout an hr music was realllly bad, lil trance or dont knw wht.
was uber turned off and not in tt mood. crowd was alrights. OH YEA and i guess there's alwys ah dais arnd all clubs man. darn la. feel all so weird at times... su knws why. we wanna be 'alone'.

music got better aft the yuckie songs were gone. yayness man! was at the dance floor most of the time... feeties ached like fcuk now. tequila pop isnt like 7up pls... those liars! yikes.
think bout this, aft 2hrs of trng and clubbed shortly aft. bad bad...my thighs are so very toned right now. HAH!

mr.k clubbed in the end. but he was at momo ): shit man i seriously wished that him and his friends were there. it'd be sooo much better. right babeh? *winks

work at 1pm. shucks. well least i've got sth to look fwd to aft work. -smiles
and now i seriously need to sleep...

met the 3 gorgeous babes

it'd be no fun if clubbin's without HER :)

blackin'

superb nice prog lect finished a 2hr lect in 45 mins. he was late for 15mins.
well he's good! i did concentrate. (:
slept thru math lect. yikes!
received a phone call, seem to be like from the airforce[cmpb]. scary shits.
and it was him. he was there...

fcuk, havin cramps like this pls.
bah!

i'm meetin chia suli for dinner *grins

everyone's falling sick.
mama's sick, mel's sick, mr.k's sick.
bahhh. hope no one else will get sick.
yikes!
i hate periods. this time is comes as if there's no tmr, it's flooding.
the bloody pad makes it all so uncomfortable all times.
worryin if ive stained or wht.
hope it'd be lighter on fri. i've gotta swim.
and checkup on mon. OMEG

got home at 1.40am balls.
freaking tired.
well least nic's back at work. yays (:
the work was boring anyhos.
we cant get food cos we talked. WTH!!
there were only 5 tables.
met mr.k during my 'toilet break'.
rarrs! another day down to the weekends and to meet gurls.
and trng on friday? found my swimsuit but i'm uber lazy. heh

3 weeks to exams, 2 proj untouched. shoot me

:dirty dancing-dance like this

celebrated latheef's bdae aft sch. which was 9pm.skipped html lect to go yishun to get stuff.
zul drove. on the way back and met an accident. 4 vehicles. 3 cars and 1 lorry.
total shocked. zul's car was the worst. butt was totally off, cldnt open the boot which all our bags were all inside.
cabbed back to sch and the guys settled. first thing e guys did was turn back and asked if we were alright. ha! still in shock, no one had the mood to eat and all back in sch.
waited for zul and sharul to come back.behind his car was a lorry. -.- front, lady driver. lorry was dreaming.
zul cld still be so calm and cool and laughed.no one was injured, just zul's pretty car. 2nd time in my life.

msged mr.k and i went telling him bout the car.. ha!his reply: my question was are u ok? i dont give a damn bout his car.bugger, so fierce. apparently, i scared him. ha! he was on the road..

msg from su: car's not fine nvm. i dont care if anything happens t u, ur friend can nv give me back another u man.awwwww...*smuacks

the feeling's crazy,
u tell me why.
hearing him
tt's enough for now.

love this biatch.


latheef's bdae. class pic. --blurred


we the only 4 gurls (: *nightmode


da whole. [A7]


sixin and myself. *nightmode agn.


all e buggers in class


(: --all thanx to hongwei for all e pics

ended up at cheekys agn. cocolatte seemed i dont knw wht t say.
it was packed.
ahhh but fun and great!
see lotsa ah dais, u see AUNTIES and also fat cute man.
i swear that was line dancin that she was doing. HAH!
dance floor was way packed. pple goin in and out, pushin and stepping on our foot. -.-
stayed over at su's place with jil. all of us dint bath. *yikes
cos su was the first to knock out. least jil and i changed.
but slping with hair smelling's bad. i was tryin to find a place where there's no smell but it was all over. darn.

work at 7. dreadful.....! -rarrs i feel like sleeping

peeeektures`


the cheekys


i like that ;]


cheekys bartender -max [he's good]


the 'cheers' man. (:

am having a friggin pms-y mood. bahhhh

i've got 2 projs due in a few weeks time.
to go for medical check up. yikes!
i gave trng a miss cos i cant find my costume.
i knw it's somewhere at home, washed. but where?!
freak.

rights, it's saturday. cant wait ta see e gurls.

napped from 6 hrs. gosh!
well i slept at 1am this morning and woke up at 5. simply just cant get back to slp agn.

so day home was spent sleeping. outside was a lil sunny yet foggy and the smell.. haze? i dont knw.

woots..friday and sat!!!
swimming date with zubs, we're gna hit the pool!
meeting him aft.
coccolatte on sat? comes everyone start liking that? just hope it isnt that too crowded pls.
whteva and wherever we're goin, it's da company. *grins

workin on sunday. -_- it's been two weeks man. there's prolly like a new promo. rarrrs. well let's just hope they'd just let me work with nicole nxt week. hvnt seen that woman for 8464539 yrs!

happy national day ((:

dont exactly knw why i'm so enthu bout it. since when?
well maybe since primary sch? cos we'd all be dress up in red shirts and while bottom.
and there's a day off aft national. wht more can you ask for rights.
and now? fuckin poly life. no half day, no celebration, no day off aft national day.
and i've got NO classes on tues. so this tuesday "public hol" doesnt make a damn diff.

well least i went for the fireworks ytsd.
su had sprained ankle, cp was working, classmates were dilly dalling.
went with him. he dint wanna go actually cos he's been to padang lots times and also on monday itself. ha! but he still went with me.
it was so crowded..pple in pj, camera flashes...
it's beauuutiful but i still prefer the national day one. cos it's so much higher, bigger and nicer.
but watchin it on tv's shitty cans.

i miss the rehersals for ndp and everyone. steffi and linda where we spent weeks at slyvia's studio learnin the dances. stef, linda, glo and i in ndp. and those army men who were in charge of gyss. it was sooo much fun.

aft the 10mins fireworks aft midnight, sat down and talk for a solid few hrs.
i felt lost when i spoke to him. he had alrdy knw wht he wanna do aft ORD and stuff.
i was asking myself some of the stuff that i 'plan' to do, is that wht i really want?

i just want time to just stop. i'm looking fwd to e weekends cos i'd be meetin the gurls. (:
but it wld means week 11 for me had jus ended and i've got 4 friggin weeks to my nxt common test and 5 weeks to exams. time seriously fly, i'm shittily scared.

`ure beautiful

off t slp.
ciaos

tanning at sentosa, but only cp got tanned. roarrs. we need to bake for hrs, then we'll get THE tan yknw. shits. *pouts
waited for a looooooong time to bath.

headed to town. dined in fish n co-glasshse. it's been a long time since we went there. there's a live band. singin was bad, song choices was nice. still it doesnt balance out. we've gotta shout when we're just sittin across each other. that's bad. whole place blacked out say thrice or more?
pple started cheering and stuff. we just laughed. insane. had a great time with the gurls. sth that i really missed that much. more of times like this pls... *grins

walked to heeren to get my cheque and to meet kevin.
[nydc d&d's on da nxt nxt mon and i'm gna miss it. why? cos i bloody hell ends sch at 930 balls]
i felt like really bad meetin him, aftall i wanted to be with my gurls.
instead of meetin at 7, ask to meet ltr so that i cld have more time with the babes.
parted with the gurls, su gave this "have fun...!" kinda tone. rarrs.
bought tix for stealth. went to lucky plaza macs. walked back to cine. while crossing from heeren traffic to cine, i saw DEREK GOH! we were starin at each other. ha! waved and say hi and i kinda freaked out aft that. after so long... last i hrd from him was that he was goin into NS. i just went...oh my gawd. =show ended at bout 3++ goin 4am. even before the show i was feelin slpy.
by then i was kinda hungry. i'm losing all my appetite for food these days. so yupp, no supper and he drove me home. it's da first time i got my arse in a new beetle.

bro woke up farking early today at 7am..was playin game and on the phone, mom was in and out of room. dad was talkin. damn. stayed home the whole day.
had an unexpected guest tho'. shheshh. surprise surprise.

i'm still feeling tired. i'm not gettin enough slp and i've got no appetite to eat. losing weight. i feel hungry/very hungry but the sight of food just makes me feel like puking? this is so bad
bahhhs.

2 more days to NDP ((:

did i ever mention that i'm lovin power98. if uve not listen to it, pls do. perfect10's gettin bad these days, they play a lil trance or somee old yucky songs aft 2am.
playin: shake that thing'

sposed to club with the gurls. cp was too tired aft work. so leavin me and su.
first to momo. and there was harley everywhere! it'll makes you go "OMG!"
saw the Q at momo, and we look super young farts arnd pls. music was bad.
left and headed to MS. blah blah blah and ended up at cheekys.
it's so "black" and "brown". crowd was soso...there's a loner loser.
su's a good drinker. i controlled really well. ha!
saw annita and her friends at cheekys, that gurl's all for cheekys man.
bartender was damn good and nice. free vodka sprite but i dint want it, su had it.
the way su danced was darn cute. shit i love that gurl sooo much la.
su feeties were havin blister, headed to 7-11.
meet some peepos when we were back, danced, talked....
my thighs are aching heaps. foot got stepped umpteen times by indians. urgg
sentosa later?... snorts. i'm fairer than su. *faints* ewwwks. imma white chicken now can.

how wld u knw if pple like him is trustable if you meet him there?

wooots. last paper and guess it dint end that badly. least i hope it dint.
i'd prolly pass 1 outta 5 papers.
one more week and i'm hittin the pool! *winks at zub*
i'm slpy and wanted to come home to slp. rarrrrs!!!

read blogs and stuff. and why is everyone bloggin like this,
**** is tired. **** is hungry.
for eg: vivian is feeling happy. vivian is sleepy.
for goodness sake, cant y'all just say "I AM". wht's up?!!
fuck, BF.

guess we'll nv get to club together meaning the three of us. never. we've talk abt it last week and even bout sat. tho' things wasnt exactly confirmed till today, wldnt someone be bothered to msg to ask abt it? isnt it like sth that one wld do, no? then, you cant make it...blah blah blah.
then agn, hardly any msg sent maybe 3 weeks seemed alright to you and me. wht's this?
alwys envy other friend's clinque, how close and bonded they are. looking at us, i'm speechless.
perhaps she's busy and leading her life, and i dint do my part to exactly really update her and craps. or maybe i've yet to accept the difference.
so wht say you if we're closer now than before?

i shld be studying. urggs. im so not getting my beauty sleep. *pouts